“Sour Yellow Sounds Inside My Head”

White noise. Static. Fuzz. Chaos…

That’s how it started. Creeping slowly. From nowhere, the darker recesses and from behind. Building slowly. Slowly to a crescendo.

The voices. The thoughts. The regret. A lifetime of regret. Hopeless. Self hate. The voices chide and remind of things buried. A Pandora’s Box of self-loathing. Nothing but regret and failure…

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